Honorable Vomit.

licking my lips. seductive. irresistible. I am.
want me.
my love waits across the sea.is it love or did he fool me?
is it early or too late? sleepy. tired. restless... schedule hell.
am I normal? I hate the word normal. I would rather be described as vile.
sometimes I wonder if I will end up in an insane asylum.
cocaine. speed. lsd. hard.
cigarettes + booze...
was I born this way? did I ruin myself?
did I fuck myself to create a new better me?
I am the mother goddess.
worship me.
I am power + pain.
I can't wait to dream tonight.

I'm not being poetic. This is not art. Fuck.